This picture was taken one year ago today during our wedding ceremony in my step-daughter's dining room. It was a lovely time after a stressful day and I was actually very happy! Today is our first anniversary and tomorrow will be six months since I last spoke to my husband or had any direct contact with him. The most direct contact was when he punched me, destroying my face.I guess I should be having a rough time today. I'm not. It seems like a lifetime ago. I can be thankful for the few good times we shared and the really great wedding cake supplied by Chrystal! And I can be thankful that the daily Hell of living with the man is over.
I learned a great deal. I changed a great deal. The woman in the photo is not the woman I am today, thankfully! With every gain there is a loss and with every loss there is a gain. I have gained more than I lost and I have grown more in a year than I would ever have imagined possible. So, today is a day I can celebrate for those reasons!
I am, regrettably, still married to the monster and I hope this is the last time I have to say that on our anniversary.
Even so, I will think of the things I gained, count my blessings, and make it through another day!
May you continue to grow and be blessed as you move along with your life. Know that you are loved. You continue to amaze and inspire me. Keep up the good works!!!
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