Same old song and dance...

Why is it that people love to lie so much?

I am honest - some would say honest to a fault because I tend to be quite blunt - but I seem to be the exception and not the rule. Seven times I've been married - SEVEN. Most people would give up after one or two or maybe three, but SEVEN?!?!?! And every time I find that dishonesty will kill my relationships.

And my husband doesn't understand that.

Of course, my husband doesn't understand the word honesty or how it ties into the term "clean and sober". He is just angry with me that I won't let him lie and cheat and steal and ignore it. He is so dishonest with himself that he won't admit that it's him and not me that made the choice to destroy our marriage. He is the one that continued to lie to himself, to me, to all our children.

I am angry and hurt. But I am honest about it!